A Source of Anxiety: After the break up O_o

Daily Prompt: A Source of Anxiety.

No matter how many break-ups I have been through in the past (definitely too many to feel the way I do) they all hurt the same. I don’t know if I hate the thought of being alone or unsure of the decision to put his ass OWT. Over and over come the reminiscing. Reminiscing of what we had, did, destroyed… always ending with the same question, why?Rhetorical question, I know, but why must I continue to think of and remember the time that we fell in love (in Michael Jackson’s melodic tune). I just want to scream every time I wonder  what he may be up to, has he moved on, does he still care… WHY WHY WHY does it even matter if we’ve separated… Take it away is all I ask kind of like that CD thats playing over and over while you’re working retail that you are sooooo tired of and could toss down the elevator shaft, but can sing every song verbatim. I thought breaking up would remove much of my anxiety. It seems as if it has just transformed…

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